I suppose I should take time to write a little bit about myself. Hello my name is Kayleigh but most of you know me as
clear_hearts_grey_flowers_joj thanks to Yahoo messanger. I am 16 years old and live in England with my parents and fiance
where i currently study philosophy, sociology, maths and psychology.
A few months ago I was taken to a unit due to my depression and suicidal tendencies. I only had a short stay there but I
realised how much I missed my fiance. Carers had to watch me on the toilet, in the bath and even sleeping. It opened my eyes
as to how bad I could feel and so I decided to try and help myself a little bit more so I can try to handle things next time.
Everything was fine until recently when my fiance was looking at other women. It upset me a great deal and for a while
I started to cut myself again including my breasts and both arms with the blade of a plastic sharpener. I think thats as up,
close and personal as I like to get with strangers. If you wish to hear more just give me a buzz on Yahoo.
I am a vegetarian and a Pagan one at that. I am nice to everything I can be nice to because I believe that everything
is beautiful. I do not believe in God as such, neither do I believe that there is anything strange up there but everything
should have an equal chance at life.
